无意

很多时候，人总会无意中伤害或得罪了别人
又总是在事情过了后才后知后觉的发现
原来自己无意中做了对不起别人的事
才会等事情过了后才向别人道歉
这种无意的伤害往往是最让人懊恼的
因为你不能大声发泄你心里的感受
因为你知道伤害你的人只是无意的伤害到你了
而不是故意的要做出一些事情惹你生气
那时候，你也只能怪自己衰
才会遇到这种令人懊恼的事

但是一句无意的伤害真的能解决已造成的伤害？
每次当你对别人说对不起，你不是故意的同时
你是否真的有好好的反省
还是你说了就算
然后等下次再犯的时候
又用这个无意的伤害惝塞过去

有一个朋友告诉我
无意并不代表你没错
你错在没有好好的考虑到别人的处境
也错在没有好好的控制住自己
才会每次让无意的意外发生
一句话说完，
是因为你不够醒目才会一而再，再而三的造成伤害

而，如果你没有要反省的想法
那你说一百次对不起都没有用
因为你这次说了，
下次还是会再犯，
那我宁愿你不说对不起
就这样让我讨厌你一阵子
反而会更好
最起码我可以为此而发泄啊～
你们说是不是？

停電夜晚的感動

什么事情會讓人感動呢？
一個讓人難忘的驚喜，
一句足以融化你的心的話，
一個你在乎的人的一個小動作。。。

今晚，我感動了
不是什么大驚喜
也不是什么感人語句
而是你
為了我跑上跑下也沒半句抱怨的
真的讓我感動萬分

朋友說我很殘忍
沒有顧及到自己男友的辛苦
讓自己的男友跑上來六樓再陪我走下去。。。

但是我想說
就是因為我還愛他
所以才會想要依賴他
才會想要要求這樣 要求那樣
如果哪一天，
我對他不再要求
不在想依賴他的時候
那應該是我已經做好了放手的準備吧
所以我個人認為
我的過分要求是可以被原諒的
表打我 XD
我只是想要用依賴來表現我的愛

p/s:看著這篇文章的某人，別在一旁暗爽
我會繼續對你有所要求的哦
別想逃跑哦
因為已經太遲了=p

偶然的寂寞

坐在客厅里面对着一堆烦人的笔记
我偶然想起了你
寂寞的感觉，不知为何突然袭击我
让我瞬间觉得心情很down
这瞬间的孤独就像是酒精般，
冰冷了我的心
也麻醉了我的情绪

这个心情很罕见
几乎不曾出现过
可是却在忙碌的今夜突然出现了
来的很突然
让无防备的我很惊讶
我不知道如何面对这种情绪
顿时下沉的心情
让我想哭...

也许这是压力造成的吧
也许是因为身体不舒服而胡思乱想吧
也是是真的想念你了吧

恩，该收起情绪了
继续温习功课咯
加油加油！

p/s:今夜的你
是否也想起了我...

gathering with old friends

yesterday i was gathering with my old dear friends
who i had never met since graduated from secondary school
well, maybe u'll think what the point to blog this kind of topic,
but it do mean a lot for me,
it means that my old friends is still remember me
it means that my old friends had never forget me

it was a wonderful nite,
and i enjoy to listen to the story from 1 of the friends who just back from Taiwan
and also her "血腥的幽默",
which almost make us spew the food out of our mouth
omg, the humor is too scary...><"

after that, as usual,
we talk bad bout ppl lo...haha
but, we dun feel guilty on it,
cz this is wat "8 po" must do la...=p

i felt surprise that all my friends had changed a lot,
but thanks god, they just change their outlook
their humorous are still exist...tho the humorous is a bit scary la...lol...

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经典对话
1。舒雯（emily)的血腥幽默
thow: 舒雯，你今天没有去thaipusam 拜一拜咩？（用东西穿过身体的节日）
emily: 有啊，我还从屁股插进心脏tim 哦。。。
（内容大概是酱...不是很记得...表打我 XD ）


2。thow对woohoo的评语
emily: 很感动列，我看了有哭哦，你们有哭吗？
thow:有哦，neh，尤其是那part没得出粮那边阿，简直就是感同身受, 我差点没站起来叫好罢了。。。

H3Re I cOmE

tonight is cool and breezee...
its a nice weather to sleep,
however, suddenly pop up the blogging mood

well, today was a tired day for me,
i have spend half day to clean up my house

u maybe will wonder
why i have used so much time to clean up my small home
well, it is because my house is too many things d
it takes me a long time to tidy up
phew~~it really a hard job =p

finally, i've packed 3 bags of rubbish
and the bag is the kinda most biggest one
can u imagine how many rubbish are there ...XD
besides, there are also 4 bags of clothes which will be donated to charity society
and the bag using is just the same as above la...
swt...= =\\\
i never realize that my house got so many things like tat,
until now i just know that!
But, this is not the end... T.T
i still haven finish clean up the whole house...
i think i'll give up la...
leave it to my sis to settle..muahaha

k la, i noe this story is not interesting to u all...
just skip it la..hiak hiak
time to sleep...tataz..~

its the 1st for 2010

this is the 1st post for 2010...hmm...
dun wan to write any sad thing for the 1st post...

oh yea~ sotsot was out dating with best friend at 7th Jan,
and sotsot was very enjoy to be with them
cz they are cute and nice
which will make sotsot had the feeling of belongingness

we were having "dinper" in Full house Ara Damansara
the environment is quite nice
and the food is nice either
however, there is a small imperfection
which is there are not much uniqueness for us to take photo la...
but, i felt so happy
cz i took photo with my belove MINI d...
yea yea...that's is more than enough for me...hohoho...

k la...time to hit the sack...goodnite~